Samo jedna koju volim...

Chillingg

2005-08-10T22:19:00Z

Wow, bussy bussy bussy dayy! Let me tell you that much! Now im just relaxing, thought maybe i should update...! This morning i woke up around 10:00 ate breakfast, took a shower, straighten my hair, and downloaded some more songs for my cuzin Paulina. Then my cuzin Evana called me and asked if i wanted to go shopping with her, and grab a bite to each for lunch. When the word ::go:: and ::shopping:: are in the same sentence, you really dont have to ask me twice lmao. So yea, we went out to eat first at this restaurant in downtown rochester, plentty of albanians, and serbs, not a good mix. lmao but it was alright, the peoople there were just hilarious. Then we went into this boutique right across the street from the restaurant...and all i have to say is WOW!!! that place was like the best, but, i really dont think 170 dollars for a vintage t-shirt is actually worth buying!! although it was vintage, ::I:: wouldnt even make that stupid mistake and buy it lmfaooo and i usually make those mistakes, not this time though...problly because i wasnt with my dad..! lmaoo if i was, then, i wouldve gotten it.. ahhh u gotta love dads though, they're the best. Any who...after we hit up lakeside mall, alot of peps from sterling high were there....like a big reunion lol. Oooo i got a reallly hot pair of jeans from Abercrombie...(WOWW!) ive never in my LIFE even walked into that store, but my cuzin usually shops there so she made me go in...and i actually like some of the stuff in there...these jeans are so hot im so in love with them lmaoo...they're all torn up and razored, not my kind of style, but lemme tell you, they do an awsome job on the ass...ahahah! After that we just drove around like idiots blasting Serbian music, got some gas for the car then we went to go see the bridesmaid dresses for my cuzin wedding. I CANT WAITTT im soo geeeked! the dresses are just amazing, and the color, ehhh i guess you can say is good for the season...bronze...an okay color, but doesnt compliment you in any way what so ever. and you have to be SUPERR DUPERRRR tan, so i have to hit the tanning salon next month, my tan will problly go away, although right now im darker than anyything, and its scaring me because my stomach is pratically black!!!!! i hope i dont get cancer! omgg lmao but yea, i cant wait till the weddinggg...!!!! alright beautifulss...yea this was a longg update, but i told you, buzy buzy buzy dayy lolll!

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaa

gjustina638 @ 2005-08-05T23:06:00

2005-08-06T03:05:20Z

Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"

LC
You are LC, very fashionable, rich, and GORGEOUS. You are bitchy but in a silent way. Who cares though with looks like that!?

I HAVENT UPDATEDDD IN A FUCKIN WHILE!!!! WOWWWWWWWW ROFLLLLLLl
SUMMER SO FAR IS THE BESTTTTTTTTTT AND I DONT WANT IT TO ENDDD! Chillin, chillin, and PARTIESSS all in that order, are just fuckin amazingg!

Well rofl im done...My life is too busy for this THING rofl...i took this quizz and thought it was WAYYYYYY COOOL andd WAYYYY MEE!!!!
Iloveeee and miss you all....MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

gjustina638 @ 2005-05-05T17:58:00

2005-05-05T21:55:40Z

It's seriouslly been a long fuckin time since I've actually sat down and thought about updating...Shyt happens...and ive realizeddd, I aintt likeingg it...butttt SHYT HAPPENS lmao
During this week, ive beeen chilling, with one of my favorite cuzin in the wholee world...Paulina...God i swear ill give my life for her, i love her so much, shes optimistic and im in love with that, divorced, single mom, and LIVES THE FUCKIN LIFE. I mean there are other single divorced mothers out there but they act as if the world died for them, not for Paulina...mann she can give two flying fuckss and i love her for that.
Saturday night i needed to go to cvs because i needed some shyt for my crazyy ass hair loll to go to church Sunday Afternoon, so its around 11:30pm, Paulina and some other crazi people were over. There are about 17 cars on my drive way and the only car not blocked is...Paulina's, so obviously i ask paulina if she can take me... "Get the fuck out of here, im drinking coffee." she screams, her eyes on my uncle and dad, and her ears on their conversation. "What the fuck Paulina, take me!" I screammedd, pissed offf. ".....the fuck out of here." She said, me barely hearing the word "Get" coming out of her mouth and her keys flying in my face...ROFL i slowly walk away, trying to hide the fact that she just gave me permission to drive her car...HER PRECIOUS 2005 red Dodge Durango.
Alright, i go in my room grab a few serbian cds, some money, my purse, phone, and im out. I get in the car, put the cd's in, loud as fuck and im cruising, yea instead of taking mound, i take the long way and go down ryan, kuku i wish i never wouldve done that.
Im trying my best to steer the wheel and switch some cd with another, out of fuckin no where...and I swear to GOD out of fuckin no where, someone pops up right in front of me...literally POPPED! I slamm the brakes hard, really hard. Everything in paulinas trunk flew to the front! WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! i screamedd and practically threw myself on the horn ...The "thing"...disappeared..DISAPPEARED! Till thiss dayyy i dont know who or what the fuck it was! I just knew...it was bigg...! whether human or not, it scared the living fuck out of me...! The ride to, and from cvs, was the scariest thing in my life...i was literally driving 15-20miles an hour down ryan, sad, but true lmaoo
I come home, scared shitless, and the only person that noticed my fear was of course...paulina..."what the fuck is wrong with you?" she asked me cracking uppp "did u kill someone???" WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA i thought to myselff..."OMG i almost did!" i screamed, folding like a fuckin napkin..."WHATTTTTTT!" my mom screamed from the kitchen, "what did u doo?"
i sat there, explained the story from top to bottom...almost crying through it..."Your crazy, i swear to God your crazy!" my mom kept screaming, "What the fuck! what if you ended up killing the person or what ever the fuck you thought it was??" She wass pissedddd really fuckin pissed! Everyone that knows my mom can say that shes pissed, when she starts screaming at me in english and using the word "fuck." I was pretty fuckin upset, even after all of that, your mom still has the nerve to tell you how stupid and retarded you are...rofl i think thats what all moms do, if not, then its just the albanian ones!! lmfao Paulina just sat there wide eyed, thinking...thinking real hard.. "...I gave you my keys?" she asked totally out of it..."Shytt girl..its all good, is my car fine though??" That made me laugh, even though i was pissedd inside, REALLY Fuckin pissedd
I stormed in my room, pissed offf, and completely embarrassed by the fact that my mother screamed at me, hearing distance from everyone in my house. Paulina walked in, in a "Im here to make you laugh" way. Right when i saw her...i turned my head trying to keep a straight face, but busted out laughing...She too laughed and sat next to me on the bed...
"Everyyonee makes mistakes girl," Paulina said, pulling my hair back, "just thank God the durango is all right." She saidd laughing, "Im kidding! AHAHAH (literally), thank God Yourr alright!" She yelleddd and threww me on the bed! lmaoooo i screamed "FUCKIN RAPE!! HELPP ME!!", my mom came in and she screamed "KKUKU RAPE!", then my uncle walked in and, no he didnt scream rape, he sat there with the "What the fuck?" look on his face ahahaha tooo funny! that night, startedd scary but ended up good i guess... but Thank God for my cuzin Paulina...
O yea...i didnt mention i called Joey when i panically arrived at cvs to tell him about it, but he was at a baptism party, i figured since everyone else yelled at me, he wouldd too, FUCKK NO if anything, he'd laugh his asss offf ahahah, yea thank God for Joey too loll
Love you guys...LMao i dont think im ever driving after 5pm! ahaha mwa
comment beautifulss on me almost being tried as a murderer rofl

gjustina638 @ 2005-05-02T20:56:00

2005-05-03T00:54:52Z

GJUSTINA
G	is for	Glitzy
J	is for	Jolly
U	is for	Unusual
S	is for	Sultry
T	is for	Tricky
I	is for	Important
N	is for	Nice
A	is for	Articulate

What Does Your Name Mean?

Yea yea...Notice bitches...im IMPORTANT

LMAO and not to mention...unusuall!! HAHAHAHHAH too funnny

Tired ... DAMN!

2005-04-21T00:07:39Z

whoa..I am extremely fuckin tired, but i just woke up from a 3-7 nap...yea "mr. monthly visitor" decided to stop by today loll i guess thats why i slept so long But anyways, i cannot stand school any fuckin more! Ahh I can scream, because i hate like every one of my teachers, except mrs. wilson, shes fuckin awsome and probablly even mrs. torongo, its either i like her or all the kids in that class...ahah its hilarious in that class.

Today i really just did nothing, my tummy hurt all day, so i was pretty quiet...kindaaa weird, but yes i was.

I reallly fuckin think my grades are like shitting all over me but i deserve it, im fuckin lazy! i got a C in french! i never get C's! WTF i was really pissed, being that she passed our grades out and i have that class Firsttt hour so that fucked up my wholeee day!

Omggg im like soo extremely jealous of like all the seniors getting ready for prom! i seriously cannot wait until im a fuckin senior! wow, its soo exciting watching the girls talk about their hair and their dresses! ahah i get excited for them! rofl im weird like that...wow melissa's dress really sounds pretty! everyone is into these Ballroom gowns! how pretty! and most of them have the prettiest spring colors, yelllow, blues, greens! ahh i love em! i wonder whats gonna be in style when us girls are seniors in 007??? loll!! u never knoo! wow i do too much thinking! loll

Im out my beauties, problly going to sleep again or stuffing my head in my bio book! TEST tomorrow! :(

Whoa! An update! aahah

2005-04-11T01:04:12Z

Well these past few weeks, all I've really been doing is helping my sister around with the baby and stuff around the house. Last week in school we had basically all late starts except for monday and friday. But shyt..i enjoyed it. Monday and Wednsday of this week we got late starts too and boyy am I happy.

Today we went to church with my family. We came home, got a call from my Uncle Tom saying he was going to come over, we ended up waiting for him for like 452hrs. and he never came....Rofl gotta love him though. So, around 6:00, me and my parents went to my sisters house, and chilled for a few. round 8:00 we left, me and my dad were hungry so we hit up olive garden and ate a few some. There were like 45211 Macedonians there and my dad decided to spark convo with them! MY GOD...he aggrivates me, but i love him too much to say anything else. So we came home just awhile ago, nothing really exciting just really chilling...I think my dads heading out to this albanian thing going on at the church, im straight, Im not going to some talk-a-thon where they sit there and talk about Malsi, and how people died for it and all, Im honored for my country, but really, who wants to stay 452hrs. listening to people talk, talk and talk...lol my dad obviously.

Alright beauties, Im out. Ill problly update more often,

I want a new layout =/ mwa

Im An AUNT!!!

2005-03-31T04:48:21Z

Ahhh My sister had her baby Easter Sunday, March 27th, at 7:23pm!!! Its a baby BOY! He was really suppose to be due the 17th of April, but the embilical cord wrapped around his little neck, so they had to go under immediate procedure, But, yes hes fine! They decided to name him Christian, he weighs alittle over 6lbs, he also was 20 inches longg! Hes gonna be tall like his aunt :D! ahah! He has the most amazing eyes in the world, I honestly get lost in them. Hes very precious, and I love him so0o much!! He has the softest skin, andd soo much hair!!!! :D loll

Yeaaaa sorry, im bragging on and on, but he's just so adorable, and soo beautiful, God bless him, and Im soo happy he's healthy...not to mention soo cuteeee lolll

Mwaaa Hope you guys had a good easter too loll! peace out beauties

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-21T18:55:00

2005-03-22T00:14:17Z

As I read many of my friends livejournals, I've come to realize, that Im not the only one that feels the way I feel. A feeling, where, no matter what, will always stay with you, depriving you of everything in life. Yea, sure it sounds fatuous, but its true. People, everywhere are changing. The friend that used to come over your house and play barbie with, is now the biggest skank in school, and the little boy that you used to play soccer with in 5th grade, is now the biggest pot head. Life is so confusing, Yea, I know, people have to grow up, and make room for the other generation, but does it honestly mean, grow up and change in the most ironic ways possible?
As I look at how life was when we were all young, and tolerant, you start to realize that to you, at that moment in time, nothing really mattered. The only thing I really remember really worrying about was shopping for a really cool lunch box. lol. Now...wow, its different, we're so called "Grown-up" and it pitiful of what we think "grown up" is.
People feel they have to fit this, so called mold thats concentered in our minds, and throughout our whole journey in high school, everyone is brainwashed to be this certain person that they really arent. Until people like Paris Hilton, Tom Cruise, Angelina Jolie and Carmine Gotti start going to our school, then thats when we can all start acting like that certain mold. But until then start realizing that, Its sterling heights, MICHIGAN, not Hollywood California.
For true people like soo many I know and soo many I love, dont change, and for the others, get over yourselves

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-20T20:57:00

2005-03-21T02:08:37Z

THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD

When you have to peee really really really really bad! But like your teacher wont let you go to the bathroom, and then when you finally go pee! MY GOD! thats the best feeling!

ROFL dont ask! IM JUST BOREDD

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-16T20:33:00

2005-03-17T01:46:59Z

An alright day I guess you can say. Ive been thinking...ALOT, and been realizing, that you think you got friends, you know, through the good times they're there, and they always want to be there. Then, boom, when something happens...they dont want to know anything about you? Is that a friend...? Its ridiculous, and so sad where the word "friend" has come to. Credit to all my beautiful and warm hearted friends I have and have had through this confusing year. And fuck everyone else who has doubted me or my family in any particular way. Fuck you and everything about you, Youre not anyone to doubt me and to tell me im not good enough for you. Worthless pieces of cunts, I hate this world, so bad sometimes! and right now, all ya feeling me when i say this. Push comes to shove dammit, theres no doubting me there. Its a small world, with so many differnt fuckin people, and it makes me sick to my stomach how people change for a name. GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK! Damn I can cry a fuckin river right now, but i dont want to, knowing that theres a particular group of people out there that would love to see my family, cry, bleed and hurt, than to laugh, love, and feel. This world is so nasty, and for someone, anyone, to be so narrow minded and naive...is so revolting. If you have nothing fuckin nice to fuckin spit out of your unavailing mouths, keep it shut until you do. I cant go around and shut everyones mouth, but for the people that feel me, thank you and God bless you and everyone you love. Others will come along, and realize the same.

I sound blunt, Im sorry, Its just not a good day. I love you guys all, all except for the ones that doubt...<33

Leave sum, make me feel good

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-15T19:00:00

2005-03-16T00:09:01Z

Ahah today was an awsome day. Our version of a "field trip", is eating at a restaurant in the middle of 9mile in Ferndale and watching the weirdest fuckin people go by!!! AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH tooo fuckinnn funnyy! Then angela watching the birds on top of the buildingg!! AHAHAH :::bird porn::: TOOO FUNNNYYYY! Jolian u fucckin idiot! taking pictures of innocent people walking by! Thatss sad! id be so scared if I was them! lmao! Then we came back and I had like 5minutes in my 6th hour, and I basically did nothing, just had jake and martin push me around, then martin saying he wants to have hot sex with me...ROFL..i really wanna beatt yourr ass soo badd martin! lmao but i love you too muchhh

So tomorrow we got a half day, probablly going to olive garden with some friends to eat for lunch. After that I need to come home and study for my damn chapter Test in math I got thursday! MAN O MAN! School is being an ass to me! But I still love it so much. I got alot of friends that I love soo muchh and wouldnt trade em for the world.

Im out beautifulss...Leave sumthing bout my bird pornn!! LMFAOOO...ehh is that illegall? ROFLLLLLLL ewwwwiee

Novemberr Nighht ...

2005-03-12T01:38:08Z

It wasnt raining yet, but it was definately a little misty on that warm November night.
And my heart was pounding, my inner voice resounding, begging me to turn away but I just had to see your face to feel alive.
And then you casually walked into the room,
and I was twisted in the web of my desire for you,
my apprehension blew away, I only wanted you to taste my sadness as you kissed me in the dark.
Everytime I feel the need,
I envision you carressing me
and go back in time, to relieve the splendor of you and I, on the roof top that rainy night.
And so we finished the moet,
started feeling liberated,
and i surrendered as you took me in your arms
I was so caught up in the moment, couldnt bare to let you go yet,
so i threw caution to the window
and started listening to my longing heart.
And then you softly pressed your lips to mine
and feeling surfaced id surpressed for such a long time
And for a while I forgot the sorrow and pain,
And melted with you as we stood there in the rain....

Got me stuck off the realnesss

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-08T19:34:00

2005-03-09T00:44:40Z

ight i havent updated in a while, but trus me there aint nuthing new.
Today in school was alright, did work basically in all my classes, and
tomorrow I have a test in French class, butt I forgot my damn french
book and now, I cant fuckin study. Yea, but life goes on. Well I'm getting all a's and b's except for my damn french class, I'm getting a
C in the damn thing. Ehhh, learning a foreign language isss soo damn
hard.

My voice, as we all know and have heard, is completely GONE! Yes, i
tell you, GONE. Today in school was GOOD compared to how it is now!
So, yea, i have to go to the doctors tomorrow, and I also have to go to
the damn eye doctor, I might need to get glasses, hang on, contacts I meant, aint no wayy in hell im wearing glasses, unless their like, Cute..u kno? lol, well i guess not having my voice is getting me very very bored, i actually did my math homework for once..rofl but im still passing with a B..too funny.

Im trying to figure out a new layoutt for my lj. I dont know, i might
go all out, bright colors and all. lol like this aint all out..ahah
Alright beautiful people, Im out for now...Mwaa posttt if youd likee..<3

gjustina638 @ 2005-03-02T18:32:00

2005-03-02T23:35:27Z

wow, today wass boring...lol im downlooading limewire right now because my stupidd ares isnt working for some odd reason...

Im nott tired lmao even though this day was so0o boring...ahh im having a starbucks frappacino, pumpkin spiceee mmmmm ii justt loveee...loll soo good...NE WAYSSSS

im outtt this limewire download thing is buggin mee loll

Mwa beautifuls...<3

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-28T20:03:00

2005-03-01T01:17:19Z

Your Life____
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: July 2
[x] occupation: Dieting! lol

_____Rewind_____
[x] most memorable memory: My first kisss AHAHAH
[x] first word uttered: I dont know
[x] first best friend ever: My Mom
[x] love is: The BEST
[x] Been in love?: YES
[x] love or lust: Probablly Both
[x] best love song: The Real Thing - Gwen Stefani
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: Maybe

__Opposite Sex__
[x] turn ons: Big Hands...Nice Hair
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: a little, parents know best.
[x] sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Anything good
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: LMFAO any where
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: Never

[x] dog or cat: Dogg
[x] short hair or long hair: long

[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs.. kisses r nice too
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or emails: both
[x] playstation or nintendo: I dont play thatt
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: Club
[x] sing or dance: Both
[x] freak or slow dance: Bothh ahahah

____Lately____
[x] how are you today?: Tiredddd
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: Sweatss
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now?: Beaterr
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: up in a clip
[x] what song are you listening to right now?: Tesla - Love song
[x] how is the weather right now?: COLD
[x] last person you talked to on the phone: My sister
[x] who are you talking to right now?: No one...Im not on AIM
[x] what time is it?: 8:05pm

__More About You__
[x] What are the last 4 didgits of your phone #: 5597
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: I dont knoww ehh wat a questionn
[x] have you ever almost died?: OMG! noo wayy
[x] What is the next CD you're going to buy?: i dunno
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you?: Always lead, never follow
[x] have you ever won any special awards: Most colorful Personality! :)
[x] what's the stupidest thing you've ever done?: Lied to my mom
[x] what are you scared of most?: God
[x] how many Tv's do you have?: 3
[x] do you have your own tv?: NO
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: Yea, My pinky, and kneee
[x] who do you dream about?: everyonee
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: My mom
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: WTF?
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: I never trieed
__
_This or That___
[x] blue/pink: blue
{x} LOTR/Harry Potter: ehhh i dont likee them kind of storiess
(x) car/truck: car...dependss thoughh
[x] summer/fall: Summer
[x] winter/spring: spring
[x] pencil/pen: pencil
[x] white eraser/pink eraser: pink
[x] coffee/hot chocolate: hot chocolate
[x] hot/cold: HOT
[x] cartoons/reality: Cartoons!!
[x] bestfriend/girl(boy)friend: Boyy
[x] right handed/left handed: right
[x] single/taken: hmmm...lolllll
[x] only child/siblings: one sister
[x] book/magazine: book
[x] regular mouse/cordless mouse: regular
[x] loud keys on keyboard/quiet keys: quiet
[x] Internet Explorer/Netscape: explorer
[x] DVD/VHS: dvd
[x] singer/actor: singer
[x] die young/die old: old
[x] black pen ink/blue pen ink: blue
[x] Rolling Stones/Beatles: dunno?
[x] Coke/Pepsi: pepsi!

____Music____
[x] do you play any instrument?: nope
[x] 3 favorite generes of music: rap, hip hop, instrumental
[x] what's the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: no clue
[x] Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny: WHOA! wtf?
[x] Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit listening to?: The spice Girls! lmfaoo

___Relationship___
[x] do you believe there's a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes of coursee
[x] What song describes your love life right now?: The real thing - Gwen Stefani

___Randomosity___
[x] what do you think of designer labels: i lovee 'em
[x] do you sing?: In the showerr
[x] what color is your room?: China Doll, like the rest of my house lmao
[x] BW or color photos: both
[x] who cuts your hair?: My cuzin Paulina! love you girl
[x] what color is your toothbrush?: Purple and white
[x] what color is your hair brush?: black and green
[x] what kind of hair products do you use: John Frieda for my curls, and Therma Silk for straight
[x] are you sexy?: All the time lmao
[x] who do you sit with at lunch? Crackhead albanians
[x] do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: yess
[x] do you use internet shorthand: huh?
[x] how often do you bathe?: before i go to bed, and sometimes in the morning
[x] are you a people-pleaser: YES
[x] do you wear make-up?: helll yes loll

Last Person Who_
[x] slept in your bed: Me...
[x] you saw today: My mom
[x] saw you cry: My mom
[x] you shared a drink with?: My sister
[x] went to the movies with?: my sister and her husband
[x] went to the mall with: my mom
[x] yelled at you?: my mom

____Ever____
[x] been to NY?: yeah
[x] Flordia?: ehhh the old people statee
[x] Chicago?: yeah
[x] Hawaii?: no
[x] Mexico?: no
[x] Canada?: yeah
[x] danced naked?: FUCK YEA lmaoo
[x] dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?: omg yess
[x] stalked someone?: nope

___Pick One___
[x] apples or bananas: bananas
[x] red or blue: blue
[x] walmart or kmart?: ehhh nonnnee i like meijers! lmao
[x] radio or cd: both
[x] drawing or painting: drawing

_The Last Few Questions_
[x] lucky number: 21
[x] weirdest thing about you?: i love everyone lmao
[x] what do you think of ouija boards?: fuckin freakyy
[x] what book are you reading now?: nothing right now
[x] What's on your mouse pad?: umm..oh the gateway icon thingy? lmao
[x] favorite board game?: nonnnne ehh lol

[x] favorite sound: whispersss
[x] worst feeling in the world: when ur hurtt
[x] what's the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: Coffee lmao
[x] do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters: Bothh

____Do You____
[x] smoke?: nope
[x] have a dream that keeps coming back: yeah
[x] remember your first love?: hahah yea
[x] still love him/her: of coursee lol
[x] read the newspaper: sometimes
[x] believe in miracles: yeah
[x] concider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
[x] consider love a mistake: NOO
[x] have a favorite candy: Sourr Skittless MMMMMM
[x] believe in astology: No
[x] believe in magic: FUCK no
[x] have any pets: no =(
[x] go to or plan to go to college: Planning to go
[x] have any piercings: YEA
[x] hate yourself: NEVER!
[x] have an obsession: ahahh fuck yea
[x] have a secret crush: Not anymore
[x] do they know yet: stfu
[x] have a best friend?: yes
[x] wish on stars: yess
[x] care about looks: dependss

___Love /Life___
[x] first crush: i dont remember
[x] current crush: LOLLL
[x] single or attached?: wouldnt u like to know! lmao
[x] ever been in love: yea
[x] do you believe in "the one": yes

___Juicy stuff___
[x] have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: FUCK YEAA
[x] have you ever been caught "doing something": umm...lol jp NOO
[x] shy to make the first move: yess lol

__Appereance__
[x] hair: long, brown red, straight sumtimes curly
[x] eyes: green
[x] height: Do i have to say? lmfao

___Last Thing You___
[x] bought: a skirttt
[x] ate & drank: granola bar, milk
[x] watched on Tv: omg...i dont kno? lmao

__Where do you__
[x] eat: the kitchen...duhhh
[x] cry: my room
[x] wish you were: in hollywood

__Have You Ever__
[x] dated one of your bestfriends: no
[x] loved somebody so much it made you cry: yea
[x] drank alcohol: yeaa
[x] done drugs: .......rofl
[x] broken the law: noo
[x] run away from home: rofl nope
[x] played truth or dare: duhh yeaaa
[x] been in a fight: not physically

__Random Questions__
[x] what's on your bedside: nightt stand...lamp
[x] what do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: problly fruit...ROFL yea right
[x] what's your secret guaranteed weeping movie: ... the notebook OHH GOD!
[x] if you could have plastic surgery what would you have done: .. i never reall thought about it...EHH i never would thoughh

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-27T21:28:00

2005-02-28T02:32:33Z

Long weeek, Thursday and friday i didnt go to school because i had to attend my uncles funeral, and on top of all that babysit...Saturday i had to babysit so i didnt go to the burial, but thats okay, i had seen enough, the burial would have ben farr to much for me.

Its 9:30 right now, and im really tired, i slept till late afternooon today, but i still feel a littlee tired, im ready to go to sleep anddddd sleeep lol.
Tomorrow i gotta go to school and i really dont feel like itt...But thatss the way it goess...

Im out...i gotta go talk to sumeone.. ;) lol payce

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-21T11:29:00

2005-02-21T16:52:48Z

It was a regular Sunday night. We had a few people over, and dinner was served at approximately 6:30pm. Around 9pm everyone spread out to their own homes, and I was left clearing the table filled with desserts and fruits. My mother helped me wash the crystal plates she put out, and I put away the desserts. My father watched the news, and told us how bad the weather was outside. I hoped for a snow day, and did the little snow day dance. Everything was all cleared up and we were getting ready to go to bed....

This story has an ending, and its quite hard for me to say it. My Aunts husband, suffered from cancer. A type of cancer that you get from something that can be avoided, but when your addicted, your addicted. He had a drinking problem, and the ultimate price for him, was cancer in the liver. He had been suffering a great deal, and had been on life support for awhile also. The doctors explained to us everytime we were at the hospital, that his health was deteriorating everyday, and that he wasnt going to get any better. We all tried to believe different, and were very optimistic about his health, even though he looked so lifeless on the hosptial bed....

We recieved a call from my aunts older son, Anton at about 10:20 or so, my father asked him how everything was, and how his father was. You could tell something was wrong the minute he asked, because my fathers face turned into the most afflicting image. Then i knew that Gjon had died.

Gjon was the type of man, that anyone could have a good relationship with. Although he had a drinking problem, that didnt stop people from loving him the way they did. He could turn any day for anyone, into one of the best, and always make you laugh. He was always willing to help people, and always the most positive. He has helped my family in so many ways, and was always there for whenever we needed him, He just never said :No: I loved him very much, and Never will I forget him and the love he gave all of us.

May God Rest His Soul - Gjon Kola Nikollaj

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-20T13:24:00

2005-02-20T18:25:28Z

Ahh im sooo TIRED! and DIZZY!!!! I think im getting sick...My GOD! not again! I get sick like every other weeek...damnn me! lmao

Its such an ugly day today, i mean, c'mon itss snowing...fuckin piece of shyt weather, i hate it! Welll, we went to church today, then we came back, and me and my mom went to Costco to get some stuff for dinner and my powdered donuts! MMM! loll Now we're home and my mom is makinggg dinner, we're waiting for some people to come over, i guess theyre staying for dinner?? I dont know, my dad has a tendency to go around and invite people over out of the blue, then after theyve been over for about 450 hours, he makes them stay for dinnner lollll

Wowww...tomorrow we have schooolll whatt a dragg man! I really dont feel good, so i doubt ill be going tomorrow...I hope i stay like this until spring break lol. My knee is KILLING me today...i guess because i was wearing heels and i was on my feet for awhilee, i dontt knowww man but itss hurting me real bad. I didnt get any sleep last night at all! i dont know why...i was tossing and turning, and i think it was like 4am when i actually literally fell asleep.

Im outt now, i gotta go chill with my sister Sofie ... peaceeee n lovee beautifuls

Love ~~~~~~~ Me ~~~~~~~ Mwa

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-19T21:34:00

2005-02-20T02:34:48Z

What i did today?

Loehmanns - For about 3 and half hours
Bought : A really cute shirt with stiletto heels on it...soo cutee, i wanted this cute jean skirt, but my ass couldnt squeeze into a size 2 :( lmao, im not suprised

Somerset - For 1-2hrs
Bought : Makeup from Estee Lauder, some facial soap from Clarins, and also a facial scrub. Yess...a jean skirt from saks! Finally a skirt that i can squeeze the junk into :( i feel fat. LMFAO Nothing else really, I feel 300lbs when i walk into stores like that loll

Sofies House - 3hrs.
Did : Watched the notebook with my sister...GOD shes obsessed! LMFAO tried to free style with Marioo...HAHAH didnt work, sorry i won big guy!

Out to Eat - 1hr or so...Just came back
Ate : No clue, there was way too much sauce on it though...
the appetizer was soo good, MMMM lmao and then the waiterrr ::Another Refill m'am?:: I swear it was like my 5th? maybe even my 6th lmao too funnny! My dad can be embarrasing sometimes... ::Dont ask her again, shes on a diet:: AHHH i couldve shot myself! hahah gotta love himm though!

Now - Updating journal, about to go to jump in the shower, straighten my hair and get ready for church tomorrow..woopee! lmao then, im sleeping, its been tooo much of a long dayy...

Oh yea i went to kroger'too i wanted to buy ice cream...AHAHAH my moms in the parking lot waiting, and almost left without me.! SOO meann!

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-19T13:36:00

2005-02-19T18:44:15Z

Today, Well, I just woke up. Ive really been feeling tired lately, probablly because i wake up everyday, knowing that im Days closer to school starting again. It felt soo good to stay up all night, sleep all day and not have a care in the world. Well, not exactly no cares, just a little less than what you would have when your in school. Yesterday I visited my sister, and we chilled until the whole Kolcaj clan came over...thosee people are soo funny...LMFAO, Lini says ::Oops, my hand slipped::! lmfao u and that stupid camera phonee! ahh im going to burnn it...too many graphic pictures for your virgin eyes! HAHAH imm just jokingggg...! Out of all the people there, they HAD to send me to go and get pizza! Man im too nice, i shouldve said no and flicked them off! All around though, it was fun. Then we watched 8mile on VH1, ahah that wass fun, trying too freee stylee! LMFAO i swearr, if we ever want to do that again, we have to make sure no one hears us! LMFAO! I think we useddd 1 too many swear words...!

Alright guys, im out for now, I wanna go to Loehmanns! God, i swear, I think i live there LMFAO

Mwa----<3

Love <3 ?

2005-02-15T16:28:08Z

something so crazy, you love someone so much, but you only look at them as a friend? and yet this person is willing to do anything for you, but you dont realize it...youve now realized it and now you seem soo stupid and selfish for not paying any attention, hes given you everything, advice, care, and love when youve needed it right on the spot. I guess im just afraid, afraid of love, i dont even know anymore. People live too much for other people, worried about what people will say, what theyll think of you and all that, I wish i wasnt based on that too much. Im hurting someone that i think i love, in a more than "lets just be friends" way. I guess ive pushed him to a limit, he probablly cannot take me pushing him away any more? Love is so strong, and yet people dont realizee it...But when your really in love, and ur heart longs to see that person, ur stomach gets all fluttered with butterflies, and your knees shake, i really think thats love, and its happend to me, a numerous amount of times with this special person. Thought maybe it was an infatuation, but later ive come to realize, that hes the first person i think about and the last. Yeah, ttimes young and so are we, but its a different enviroment, different world out there for everyone longing to fall in love. Money, looks, intellegince and him being the same height as you lol doesnt matter, what matters is when your having a terrible day, and nothing but a frappacino from starbucks will do your day, and hes the only one willing to get it for you when snows at its highest peeks, or when you cry all day and night, then call him at 3a.m and hes talking to you, until its time to go to school...and yet he doesnt complain, then.....

you know its love

Im sorry for all the things ive done, to hurt you, whether it was physical like my punches....(lol) or emotional, no matter what, we'll always be one

gjustina638 @ 2005-02-03T19:53:00

2005-02-04T00:59:11Z

WOW! i havent updated thisss in a shytt loadd of days...But dont worry aint nuthing new with me...lol! I got myy report Card...Hahah 3.6 for me! WOOOO WEE! i feeel soo smart...itll last for about a week, then im back at feeeling stupid :/ NOT! lmao ANY WAYS! Today was okay, nuthing new i swear same shytt different day...HMM <> Oh well, today i didnt do most of myy homework, lmao cuz right after skool i went to my sisters house then i went to the gym with her husband, and actually just came back...im telling you mannn HARD CORE work out...Im going 3times a week 3hrs a day, and im prettyy sure with a balanced diet, ill get to where i want to be...damn(im soooo sore) Yea i know this is short but We gott people over...i have to go make coffee...pffff i hatee thiss sometimes lmao

Love..Me <3

gjustina638 @ 2005-01-24T17:08:00

2005-01-24T22:21:10Z

Hey errrone...i havent updated in awhile jus cuz i didnt want to. lol! Anyways today was the first day of the 2nd semester...And so far, im soo happy with my classes! Except 2nd hour! My God tina, that class is such aaaa dragg!! Omg 5th hour in mr. Steve's he called your name when he was taking attendance...Im likeee WHOAAA!! tinas in my 5th hour, but then i was like i saw Tinas scheduel and Mr. Steve wasnt on it..?? Or was it? lmao i dont know, lets just hope we'll survive mr. wilkies together! loll. hahah I swear to God almost every single albanian in our school has "A" lunch...rofl we start bringing the tables together like its a "fest" (its a albo thing, you just wouldnt understand)..HAHAHAHAHAH sooo funny! Franky lmao Liria's version of lunch ::eats one chip:: "Oh Guys im full" ROFLL aahhahah youu justt have to be there for it to be funny lmao! Then in my 6th hour Geo CP, Alicia's got a new boyfriend, First it was pollis, now its stephen...ahahh! Good luck buddy..!
But yea overalll my classes are awsome, and im looking forward to meet some new people...Oh yea irda, laura and me in 3rd hour talking about scary movies and irda saying "why doesnt ne thing scary happen to me?" hahahaha lmao irda, thats hilarious about tinas engineer neighbor! AHAH tooooo funnny man
Mwa sexi people, im out n about, i have to go to office max to get my supplies =) Ill update in like a few months lmao.....Love Me <3

gjustina638 @ 2005-01-18T20:31:00

2005-01-19T01:39:40Z

Todayy well was an alright day...it feltt alot like monday! any ways i got everything ready for exams...cuz thass jusss how i do...im fresh like that and im smart...Jake you owe me biggggggg fuckin time for that paper! or dont plan to talk to me for a while! lmao ne ways!! Bianca wasnt here first hour so i was like bored...lmao except me and Dilaaa talking bout...(you know who) and laughing so hard mrs. shoen had to call our names like 455times! lmao it was fun thoughh! lmao then tina with her digital camera (thats right DIGITAL) rofl funny timess! soo sad it was our lastt day together since thee semesterss done =( Hopefully i got someeee classes with you girls. then come 6th hour where i almost pissedd my pants laughing so hard with that foreignnn guy...tooo fuckin funny. Poor Rob getting his seat switched every 5-10minutes! lmao Im gonna miss all my classes and all the little people in em...lol mwa!
Well right now im downloading some music and listening to somee too...
Dila if your reading this...go to the concert on the 23rd...O i herd that Danijiella camaj is having a concert too...but ehh i dun like her...Hahah get back at me dila and tell me if your going or nott cuz i wont see now =( no more first hour together! well ne ways call me or sumthing...
alright im out..i really gotta start updating this babyy more hahah paycee peoplee!

gjustina638 @ 2005-01-16T20:17:00

2005-01-17T01:29:16Z

i seriously havent updated in awhile, because i was sick...Really sick! I came home from school friday like someone beat the fvck out of me...lmao...it was just that ::mono:: thing going around..?? i hope lmao, but im over it.
Todays sunday and i didnt do ne thing except for wake up at like 4:30 this afternoon. My parents had gone to church, and they didnt wake me because they knew id say no...lol (im athiest sometimes) rofl jp...
Then when i woke up i made waffles lmao...i had breakfast when dinner was suppose to come around...ahah yea well thass the way i do..
Laura thanks for ::hitting me up:: rofl i wasnt bout to go ne ways because i was sick, so i aint mad at you...loll
I got finals wednsday-fridayy and im making a shit load of cheat sheets. We're allowed to use 6 sheets in bio for wilkie's class, 1 front and back in history for schoen's class, and we were suppose to use a 4x6 card in geo but there was sumthing in Torongo's ass friday and she took em away from us, for english class im alright cuz im getting like a 115% in that class already loll and for my other classes,i kno ill do good except french 2, which im completelyyyyy screwwwed overr, who the fuck gives over 200 questions and then on top of that a whole story in french? teachers are so fuckin sick these days...
Im too young for this stress...im out i gotta go take a bath or sumthing...Laura call me u fuckin romo hahah Mwa i love youu